Last night, I was starting to really feel it. My calves, thighs, arms; it seemed like every muscle was stretched and sore. A low ache that had been with me all day was beginning to speak a little louder so I decided to take the cue and give my body the morning off today, but only today.
I know the pain is the result of me slipping away yet again from my regular exercise habit and my recent re-committal to rising early for morning yoga before the rest of the family is awake.
Even though my muscles are complaining a bit now, I know this will pass as I get back in to my groove of daily practice and it’s worth it to me for too many reasons.
Life is unpredictable. Some days go smoothly, some are great and then some are really hard and stressful. Regardless of what comes my way, I know how I want to feel and that I want to be able to manage my emotions. I want to deal with whatever the day brings, calmly and with kindness and care.
When I’m stressed out, crabby and angry or feeling stuck and depressed, this becomes almost impossible. And that is how I feel when I stop making time to exercise and eat well.
Getting out of bed an hour early is my ideal way to begin each day. My mind has the space and time stop the endless loops of chatter and worry as my body is energized, enjoying the flow of endorphins. This is the calm and happiness that stays with me and carries me through the day.
As much as exercise on a regular basis can help you manage or lose weight and look good, there is so much else it does as well:
- Exercise, along with keeping a journal and meditation, has been my medicine for several years now. My anti-depressant, anti-anxiety, insomnia and even ppd treatment of choice.
- Beginning my day with quiet, private time for myself helps me be more centered, calm and happy for the rest of the day.
- Exercise shows you how strong you really are, just by getting up and doing it. But especially on the days when you don’t feel like it or you push yourself to new goals.
For me, it’s when I’m holding a difficult pose during yoga like warrior 2.
Image from fitsugar.com.
- And it’s an awesome reminder that we all have this inner strength, available to us at any time.
It’s easy to forget when things seem to be happening against us or going wrong. It’s easy to feel powerless and small in a world full of forces we don’t understand and can’t control.
And it is true, we can’t control everything that happens around us but we can control the way we react and how we respond.
Just accepting that we are not in control of everything and everyone and that it’s ok can be a relief. When we already feel like so much is on our shoulders, letting go of some of that need or want for control can actually be comforting.
My morning yoga is making me a more patient mom, a more present wife and friend and a happier person. While my muscles are still letting me know how hard they’ve been working the past few mornings as they rest today, I know I’ll be stronger for it tomorrow.