There is a certain ex boyfriend of mine who, when I think about him and things that he did or said, still makes my blood boil. As soon as the memories come up, I instantly want to find him today, walk up and punch him right in the face.
But of all the jerks I’ve ever dated, he’s not even the worst. And I know if you are over someone, really over them, these memories rarely even come and when they do, they don’t cause the kind of strong emotional reaction I usual have.
In trying to figure this out and rid myself of any more of these thoughts, I realized it’s not even about him. It’s me that I am really still mad at.
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