Forgiveness can throw off anchors holding you back, keeping you down, weighing heavy on your soul.
It can set you free.
It can help you heal and move forward.
Forgiveness can rebuild and renew relationships, open your heart and move your life in new directions.
Linking up with Pour Your Heart Out Wednesdays at Things I can’t Say which actually helped give me the courage as well as a “place” for this post.
I’ve been thinking about this post for weeks. How to write it, what to say or if I should even write it at all.
This one is difficult, it’s too close to my heart. It’s an open wound that’s still very tender but at the same time, I am blocked and seem unable to write anything else until I get these words and feelings out.
There is a certain ex boyfriend of mine who, when I think about him and things that he did or said, still makes my blood boil. As soon as the memories come up, I instantly want to find him today, walk up and punch him right in the face.
But of all the jerks I’ve ever dated, he’s not even the worst. And I know if you are over someone, really over them, these memories rarely even come and when they do, they don’t cause the kind of strong emotional reaction I usual have.
In trying to figure this out and rid myself of any more of these thoughts, I realized it’s not even about him. It’s me that I am really still mad at.